Suicide Note this poem was originally drafted as a note by the author, but because of some issues this note will remain a poem!(I promise!)

 

Suicide Note

Yes, I am foolish, I concur,

But to be honest ,completely useless;

I wish to have remembered how happiness feels like,

I wish I was killed when I was a kid,

I wish I was dead in my mother’s womb,

At least I would die sinless!

My friends and family?

No one's here to aid me,

None would even try to hear my screams;

I could’ve tried toxic ways to ease this pain,

Why wouldn’t a person who is already a sinner do it?

But then I remembered, the state of the people who cause havoc and trouble;

I don’t want to be one of them!

Because I already have caused enough;

Although I was born an angel,

But now I would die as a monster,

The dead will be risen as promised, they say,

But not the soul who has committed ‘The ultimate sin’!

Taking your own life is by far the worst sin one can commit,

And although this is just a poem,

These words can make my own reflection spit at me,

But for now, this ‘note’ remains a poem,

Because I don’t have enough courage to withstand ‘God's wrath’!

 

                                                     -Preetham.S.D